OC preview with pixel art!!

yeah!! that's it!! i've been haunted by the ""u don't have a OC yet" ghost" since i first saw a OC sheet at DA, so, i decided to make one. the image is not the OC itself, but his/her power: he can merge his/her energy(ki, chakra, whatever) and his feelings, this power is named aruka(find out the meaning yourself -3-) and it has 2 stages, energetic manifestation, where the user can use energy based attacks colored according to the feeling used, and physical manif., the one above, a forbidden and impossible to learn technique, it is the fusion between the user body and the aruka, resulting in a monster like appearance, the shape varies according to the user and the feelings used, my OC is already abnormal because he can use the second stage, but, he overmastered the technique: since some feelings are related, its normal to be able use 2 and, occasionally, 3 of then at the same time, but, my OC, is able to use 5:hatred, sorrow, delusion, insanity and ignorance. his aruka P. manif. is named "gods death", more information after i finish his bio.